Saturday, February 14, 2009

I had a bad day.

I had a bad day on Friday, and was watching Oprah's Valentines Day Special, when my doorbell rang and when I went to answer it there was this package sitting on the porch. Guess what was in it?

Sweet, sweet siesta Wendy sent me all of these goodies and included that kindest words that just ministered to me. I can not thank her or Miss Patty enough for the kindness she has shown to me.

Thank you Wendy, you are my Valentine in Christ.

Please add to your prayer list

Just added another name to the Please Pray for list.

The McClenahans. Their names are Joel and Jess and earlier this week they buried their 11 month old daughter Cora. Cora lost her battle with cancer. Please visit their blog read their story and leave a comment to encourage them. Then click on some of the Blogs in their side bar and encourage their friends also.

We as the olders need to encourage the youngers, and even though we may not personally know what it means to survive the death of a child.

You never know when something so simple as "I praying for you" can change a whole day.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Gonna take a big bloggie break

I have been informed that there is a spy and I use this word loosely whom is stalking both my FB and my blog looking for anything I am writing to use against me in a court of law.

So until the divorce is final you will probably will not find me here and very few will have access to my FB page.

Sad that it had to come to this, but there are those that have the attitude that anything you say and do can and will be used against you at a later date.

Please Please Please continue to lift Rusty up in prayer, he needs it very badly.

Love you all,

Sunday, February 1, 2009

LPM 1st and 15th memory scripture challenge.

I am weeping as I am writing this post. Beth Moore over at LPM is hosting 1st and 15th memory scripture. Hop on over there if you are not signed up and join in the getting of God's Word down in to the marrow of you bones and your spirit.

I so wanted a "get him" scripture this time. Something that I could stand on and know that the garbage that Rusty is spreading to his mother and my children would bite him in the butt.

But no, I tried Lamentations 3:52-96 and it didn't fit. I searched all of the sic'em scriptures in the Psalms, wept and cried, and yelled this is how I feel, God.

Instead in my reading of 1 Corinthians God said here it is.

1 Corinthians 15:58 NKJV

Therefore my beloved brethren, be steadfast immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that your labor is not in vain in the Lord.

1 Corinthians 16:13-14 NKJV

13 Watch, stand fast in the faith, be brave, be strong.
14 Let all that you do be done with love.

I have to stand, I have to be kind to a man that is telling his mother and my children that I had several affairs in the 26 years of our marriage.

I am so mad and hurt. I go see a lawyer on Tuesday and possibly have to counter file because of the reason that he stated when he filed.

I wanted get him God and got be kind.

My Father loves me more than I can say, and He refuses to let me have this garbage in my spirit.